I am a noun in your life, a verb in mine - SSR

SOME PEOPLE WILL NEVER SUPPORT YOU, BECAUSE THEY ARE AFRAID OF WHAT YOU MIGHT BECOME

A soul, A personality who left us few days back does not need any introduction. A person who convinced us that talent, hard work and dedication is not an intellectual property of particular group of people. A reel and real life hero who taught us that virtual world is fake.

For me, a guy who holds brilliant academic achievements can never be emotionally too weak to commit such a deed. He was a metaphor of life whom we lost. Indeed, he was a great actor who could manage to hide all his sorrows, his words, his feelings and his anxiety to achieve everything in life. When you fight a battle with your own emotions, expectations V/S the rest, the result is obvious unfortunately. He gained his own peace and space at the cost of his fame, his popularity, his wealth, his owns and even his life. He actually explained us what inner peace and mental happiness sounds like because everything else, was a noise for him.

Let us not go into the reasons of his exit if we truly respect him. Whatsoever the reason may be, even if someone confesses his/her part of doing wrong to this young man, it’s not worthy of anything now as we have already incurred the loss.

If we read his hand-written #50 wishes of his bucket list, we will learn how different he was from any other human. His personal aspirations, his social service initiatives, his attitude towards life, his generous thoughts, his vast and diverse knowledge of about every domain, his plain despair to live life to the fullest are all out of the box for a layman to even think, understand and measure his height of intelligence. He had so much to offer to this world.

I read in one of the article that when he was preparing for MSD – An Untold Story movie, he lived with MS and his family for almost a month. When MS used to talk to his friends, Sushant would silently observe his expression and his way of talking. After the call, Sushant used to ask MS that how did he feel talking to his friends, relatives, etc. MS used to hilariously ask that why is he asking so many questions. He does not have to show these expressions and feelings in movie. Sushant answered, “You are one of the most respected human being in my life. It does not matter whether I have to show this on screen or not. I want to live every emotion of yours as much as I can “. 

Such was Sushant’s dedication towards his work. Most importantly, such was his respect, care and love towards people he valued.

After his demise, we will often hear that we should not be depressed for anything in this world, we should speak whatever we feel, do not overweight our heart, speak out to our loved ones and much more. The fact is, he had no one who sincerely attempted to console him that things will change and time will have its phase shift. Be patient and everything will change soon.

If he missed to convey his feelings, everyone else in his contacts even failed to bother about the same. If we call ourselves a human, let us learn to understand that every person at one phase or the other is fighting a battle within himself. Such battles need no result actually, it only demands warmth and hope. We never know how much our presence and kindness mean to others. A gentle smile, a hand full of affection and two eyes full of hope has the strength to pull a person out from deepest valley.

Smile and kindness can never go out of fashion…!!! 

You will be born again, you will fight and you will win. Till then, Long live Sushant Singh Rajput…